I'm not going to be mean to you because you seem to want to learn...but alot of this information could be found on torrents.
also if you
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and goto
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and go download some of these...wait...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
its fucking down...DMCA is kissing the ass of the capitalists at the expense of free education *grabs gun*
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for information on the war against idiocy.
well your best bet is to torrent text books