-- Posted by heart on 7:34 am on Feb. 4, 2002 I would like to kill myself . But I am afraid of pain thus no knife ,as for using gun ( I got nil of it), I am also scare of hight so skydiving is not of an option to me. I was thinking of poision myself but I got no knownledge of any susbtaince or drug that easy to buy and  that will kill myself fast , taste good , will not upset my tommy most of all still look good after I die. Pls ... Pls .... anyone give me a manul of "rest in peace". -- Posted by Barker on 1:54 pm on Feb. 4, 2002 ha ha ha what are you 4 years old for one this is in the wrong place and two you dont sound as if you have the guts -- Posted by morgonas on 2:07 pm on Feb. 5, 2002 man fuck  barkers right if u want to kill yourself ure in the wrong place. man get a life dont do that shit its better to be a crackhead than to kill yourself.  why dont u go to a shrink? i mean does your brain actually work? can u think actually think?  u sure dont act like u want to kill yourself.  is this your 1st post? sure seems like it. what is it these days lately when i come here all there is, is jabronies like you who come here and whine and complain and bitch " oh my life sucks and shit i wanna die"  "wahwahwah"  or something stupid as such: "how can i make ecstasy or real acid" im sick of hearing this shit and it fuckin pisses me off.  i mean come on people grow up. ask something legitimate like how to kill someone else not yourself u jackass. -- Posted by ilovekayla on 11:36 pm on Feb. 5, 2002 Hey heart... why do you want to kill yourself... why dont you learn how to make bombs and blow shit up like the rest of us??? -- Posted by Omagaman on 7:38 am on Feb. 7, 2002 Quote: from heart on 1:34 pm on Feb. 4, 2002 I would like to kill myself . But I am afraid of pain thus no knife ,as for using gun ( I got nil of it), I am also scare of hight so skydiving is not of an option to me. I was thinking of poision myself but I got no knownledge of any susbtaince or drug that easy to buy and  that will kill myself fast , taste good , will not upset my tommy most of all still look good after I die. Pls ... Pls .... anyone give me a manul of "rest in peace". What A Smuck! -- Posted by Omagaman on 7:40 am on Feb. 7, 2002 WHAT A SMUCK!!!!! -- Posted by Sicopath on 4:38 am on Feb. 8, 2002 One word: Archives, anything that's supposed to work on others will work on yourself, if you wanna kill yourself, why not do it in a giagantic blaze of glory that will put all other motherfucking blazes of glory to shame? -- Posted by The Great Milenko on 8:02 am on Feb. 9, 2002 I hate it when ppl start off the post then dont reply when ppl answer their questions or whatever, but i'd agree with being a crackhead b4 you end your sorry existence, i'd hate to die and in a few weeks everyones forgotten me, if i commit suicide i want the whole world to remember me b4 i do it, i'm not saying i'm gonna pull an osama and crash some planes into buildings, but i dont wanna just be another person who lives out his sorry existence and then one day dies, and after a year or so his relatives still remember him, but if you went up to someone in the street and asked em who this person is, they'd go "WTF? pfft no!", as far as commiting siucide goes, if you have your heart set on this no amount of seeing a shrink is gonna work, maybe we have this guy pegged wrong guys, perhaps he gets ass fucked by his dad twice a day or somthing along those lines (no offence heart) and cannot even think of living another painfull day, or maybe you're all right and he's just some punk who thinks his life sucks because it doesnt all go his way and all he does is bitch and moan about it rather than making somthing of it! we cannot pass such judgements without knowing exactly what it's like to be heart, anyway if your gonna take your own life dont do somthing stupid like hanging yourself and letting one of your friends finding you then he/she'll probably want to die aswell (unless you're into that sorta thing), if i was gonna do it, i'd make it so no one would have to find me with gashed wrists or hanging from the ceiling, i'd blast myself into lil idy bity bits, or get incinerated straight after i died so ppl wouldnt have to remove my body and shit, call me twisted if you may, but whats more fucked in the head: killing yourself the old fashioned way and letting jimmy the paperboy find your body and give him issues for the rest of his sad ass life. oh btw ima rip you a new asshole like you wouldnt believe as soon as i come off this pedestal!! even the most simple minded newb could figure out that this is definetly the wrong place to post this!! i might have only flamed you if you'd have put it in the electronics section, but why the fuck the related sites section!?! maybe you are a crackhead!! but for this you must pay more than a simple flaming, what do you reckon ppl's? -- Posted by qube on 7:03 pm on Feb. 9, 2002 Whats a shrink? If you want to take pills, my RE teacher once told us to not take Asprin or Paracetmol as it fucks ur stomach, but does kill you. You could always drink yourself to death. But i do Agree that we dont know what Heart is actually going thorugh, you cannot jump to a stereotypical conclusion just because others are the same, maybe this one time this guy has real problems in his life, and not just a sadistic need to be kool and grab attention. -- Posted by Zambosan on 2:19 pm on Feb. 11, 2002 Heart: Examine your situation... and identify the things in your life that you feel make it not worth living.  Chances are that at least 90% of them are temporary... and applying a permanent "solution" to a temporary problem doesn't make sense.  Like Milenko said, we shouldn't pass judgment on you without knowing your background, but I've been around enough to know that life is all about attitude.  Bad things happen to good people... but if you can learn to rise above the little things in your life, mastery over the big ones will follow.  Chance (and who knows, maybe even divine intervention) will occasionally throw you a nice surprise or a setback... but the overall trend will play out based on whether you make the most of a situation or let it have its way with you. Respect yourself, even if no one else in your life today does... your surroundings and circumstances have a feeling of permanence when you're young, but you have no idea where you will be in 10 years, or 20, or... sure you want to deny yourself the chance to see what that could be?  If you're not happy with your life, start trying to make changes that result in small, incremental improvements in your life or how you perceive it.  It could be learning something new, meeting someone new, or even deciding not to surround yourself with certain acquaintances.  You *will* become the type of person you choose to associate with.  If you can make choices that improve your life from day to day, no matter how imperceptibly, then life is definitely worth living bcuz you're making progress towards something better... it's not about instant gratification.  Also remember that helping someone *else* live a better life or even just feel better for an instant is often hundreds of times more gratifying than being self-serving... and you will often be surprised at the magnitude and the form it comes back to you in. Open your eyes... this life is mystical, we're just so used to it that we overlook it every day. :) -- Posted by jmb1125 on 7:01 pm on Feb. 11, 2002 Well said Zambosan, Everybody likes something. Whether it's horses, guns, aircraft, motorbikes, whatever. Go towards something you like. And ask for help if you need it. Reaching out for help is a sign of strength, not weakness. It shows you have your shit together, and you are willing to do what it takes to salvage yourself. -- Posted by rishka on 2:34 am on Feb. 19, 2002 considering you havent replied in a while heart ,i hope you havent killed yourself already. if so , therse no point in my writing this lil msg , but if you havent , good , so sit down and listen. 1/ you're a depressed person at the moment , so dont do anything. 2/ for gods sake , dont become a crackhead or anything like that. 3/ start doing something you really like-you might have given it up case you were so depressed, take it up again. 4/ go to a crisis centre or something and get some help with whatever you want help with , try yto deal with your problems instead of shoving them on other people. 5/ i think if you have access to the net , you cant be doing that badly , so if you want to go and end it all , just think about that . if you have enough to have a computer, and pay for the net , you are a lot better of than a lot of people. and if that sounds like im laying the guilt trip on you , then you got it right , cause thats exactly what im doing . you need it , so dont kill yourself , get help . if you're stupid enough to really wanna go thru with it , and you want to do it the painless way , then lock yourself in a garage , in a car , have the a/c on full and just let the car run . you die from carbon monoxide poisoning(i think its that type) and wont really feel a thing. thats the gutless way out , i think you can do better. R -- Posted by DiscoStu on 7:54 am on Feb. 19, 2002 Step 1: Check the Archives Step 2: 1 part peroxide Step 3: 1 part bleach Mix well in a small dark room, inhale deeply... Disclamer:  This is not to actually to be used as I am not positive that it works as I do not have first-hand experience, so any failed attempts is the soul *pardon the pun* problem of the user.  Thank you and have a nice existance. PS.  LIVE GODDAMMIT ________________________________ Disco Stu likes disco music. -- Posted by DiscoStu on 7:57 am on Feb. 19, 2002 Also the word that y'all are going for is "Schmuck" actually. __________________________________ Disco Stu likes disco music. -- Posted by jmb1125 on 7:59 pm on Feb. 19, 2002 stu is right. Schmuck is a jewish word, it means (roughly) "prick" or "asshole mthrfkr" -- Posted by DiscoStu on 8:07 pm on Feb. 19, 2002 "Schmuck" is a Yiddish language word that means "penis," so the literal translation of your description of the reader you're criticizing is, "..., so don't listen to that penis," and, "No one in the world agrees with a penis." Although it may be possible neither to listen nor agree with a penis, the word's original flavor was vulgar. Like some slang words from other tongues, schmuck is commonly used by American English speakers in regular conversation, without a clue about what it really means. Thinking that "schmuck" is the equivalent of the milder "jerk" or "idiot," one might offend the target of this tag — albeit unintentional. So, in your valiant attempt to defend the use of slang, your argument may have lost some of its power as it caused other readers to cringe. In contrast, some wordsmiths would say that, although the original meaning of schmuck was too offensive to commonly utter, its widespread interpretation and use today as a "lighter" adjective makes the communication of it much more acceptable. -- Posted by Hergor on 11:25 am on Feb. 20, 2002 WHOW! 'schmuck' means 'penis' ? hehe, i gotta consider this next time i pass by a jeweller's store (in german 'schmuck' means jewellery)... :biggrin: -- Posted by jmb1125 on 9:54 pm on Feb. 22, 2002 yeah that's what i said "prick" orthodox jew told me that. -- Posted by Navy Soldier on 2:05 pm on Feb. 23, 2002 please don't kill urself but if you really want to heres how get 2 cups water and 1 cup bleach, mix them well, and drink it it tastes like shit but if you get it all down youm won't throw up you will die by the next day :( -- Posted by qube on 5:40 pm on Feb. 23, 2002 Jeez, first sum guys gonna kill himself, then we end up talking about "schmucks".... -- Posted by jmb1125 on 7:16 pm on Feb. 23, 2002 maybe he should just kill his penis..... -- Posted by dellexo on 7:24 pm on Feb. 23, 2002 I think It's allready dead;) -- Posted by jmb1125 on 8:27 pm on Feb. 23, 2002 LOL dellexo -- Posted by qube on 5:16 pm on Feb. 24, 2002 Haha have sum respect, those it is funny..... Do you think he is dead those, or just tried to scare us? -- Posted by jmb1125 on 7:38 pm on Feb. 24, 2002 qube, a "shrink" is a physicyatrist (spel?) -- Posted by knightmedia on 11:17 pm on Feb. 25, 2002 The best information I've ever seen about suicide is at http://www.satanservice.org/coe/suicide/guide/ The resources for suicidal information are quite extensive there. -Jake -- Posted by jmb1125 on 8:02 pm on Feb. 26, 2002 boy, that's handier than a pocket on a shirt........ -- Posted by aSs BacKWuRds on 8:29 pm on Feb. 27, 2002 1 part ammonia 1 part clorox = ammoniumchloride gaswhich is deadly (of course) stick ur face in the jar and breath deeply but for real man don't kill urself -- Posted by qube on 5:54 pm on Mar. 1, 2002 This is gunna sound real harsh but when i look at what heart originally wrote it makes me laugh :S Just these words are funny - But I am afraid of pain thus no knife ,as for using gun ( I got nil of it) Sorry but i think its really funny, no disrespect just the way he sez it...... -- Posted by Navy Soldier on 10:48 am on Mar. 2, 2002 Quote: from qube on 5:54 pm on Mar. 1, 2002 This is gunna sound real harsh but when i look at what heart originally wrote it makes me laugh :S Just these words are funny - But I am afraid of pain thus no knife ,as for using gun ( I got nil of it) Sorry but i think its really funny, no disrespect just the way he sez it...... -- Posted by Durf22 on 1:09 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 Please dont kill yourself!!!!! -- Posted by emergencygangsta on 1:38 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 He has probably stopped going on this site and forgotten all about it.  I mean he only (has???)( had???) 2 posts. Or he's dead. We may find out but we probably wont as his last post was on..................................4 Feb. (Edited by emergencygangsta at 1:41 pm on Mar. 2, 2002) -- Posted by jmb1125 on 2:31 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 Maybe he is going to fake his own death as a publicity stunt. -- Posted by Just0nePepsi on 2:45 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 Its probley a little kid that said that just to cause so excitment -- Posted by qube on 6:34 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 God i laughed at it again :D Man this shit is funny. Navy Soldier, why did you quote me without saying anything to it? Just out of interest :D -- Posted by Just0nePepsi on 6:47 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 qube, Navy soldeir is a really dumb person. You should see some of his other posts. They are all shit -- Posted by qube on 6:55 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 Guess so, yay its on another page now, so i cant see Hearts funny little beggining bit. I think something is wrong with me, i dont laugh that much at something so small! HAHA! -- Posted by Star on 7:00 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 Dude I can relate to what your sayin. I mean everyone (well most everyone) has some doubts about living, I do. So dont do anything stupid. Just think about what you really want, and all the people u would hurt if u did try to do something to put yourself away.. So think about it...   Star -- Posted by Just0nePepsi on 7:11 pm on Mar. 2, 2002 Star the heart dude is DEAD! (Edited by Just0nePepsi at 7:11 pm on Mar. 2, 2002) -- Posted by Cypher on 5:12 am on Mar. 3, 2002 Quite...heartwarming response Mr. Milenko -- Posted by Mr Mushrooms on 11:54 am on Mar. 4, 2002 Remember if you ever want to commit suicide, its worth doing a few things beforehand. Steal a few boats, attack the queen etc. Make sure you enjoy at least your final moments so your life has not been a complete waste. Not that I'm ENCOURAGING you to kill yourself by the way... -- Posted by emergencygangsta on 2:43 pm on Mar. 7, 2002 What if you got shot on the way to enjoying yourself, the job would be done for you, but you would have missed all your fun! -- Posted by rishka on 5:45 am on Mar. 8, 2002 personally , i havent had any serious thoughts about killing myself and anyone who actually does kill themselves is too weak in the mind to be on this site. besides , if you were gonna destroy anything before you died ,why not just strap a whole pile of explosives to your body and go somewhere u wanted to cause damage? two birds with one stone so to speak. -- Posted by Hergor on 7:36 am on Mar. 8, 2002 or two stores with only one bomb... -- Posted by Mr Mushrooms on 4:56 pm on Mar. 9, 2002 Quote: from heart on 7:34 am on Feb. 4, 2002 I would like to kill myself . But I am afraid of pain thus no knife ,as for using gun ( I got nil of it), I am also scare of hight so skydiving is not of an option to me. I was thinking of poision myself but I got no knownledge of any susbtaince or drug that easy to buy and  that will kill myself fast , taste good , will not upset my tommy most of all still look good after I die. Pls ... Pls .... anyone give me a manul of "rest in peace". HAHAHAHAHA I should so come on here stoned more often this is so funny HAHAHA! And everyobdy's sympathizing! He can't post things in the right forums, he doesn't deserve to live. MM "Has anyone seen Gregory?" -- Posted by GeneralMayhem on 7:25 pm on Mar. 10, 2002 man you ain't got the balls just blow some other shit up and it will all seem better -- Posted by qube on 5:26 pm on Mar. 11, 2002 Mr.Mushroom, did you have to quote that! Now its back again, and making me laugh more! HAHAHA! -- Posted by Mr Mushrooms on 11:24 am on Mar. 12, 2002 Sorry man but it cracks me up! He just sounds so meak and pathetic doesn't he? It's the way he opens solemnly with that 'I want to kill myself.' -- Posted by Mr Mushrooms on 1:24 pm on Mar. 13, 2002 Quote: from heart on 7:34 am on Feb. 4, 2002 I would like to kill myself . But I am afraid of pain thus no knife ,as for using gun ( I got nil of it), I am also scare of hight so skydiving is not of an option to me. I was thinking of poision myself but I got no knownledge of any susbtaince or drug that easy to buy and  that will kill myself fast , taste good , will not upset my tommy most of all still look good after I die. Pls ... Pls .... anyone give me a manul of "rest in peace". Hahahaha! Sorry, I couldn't resist! -- Posted by qube on 5:46 pm on Mar. 13, 2002 Ahahaha. Jeez, what is so funy about it! I dont know! AHHH -- Posted by GRINCHMEIZTER on 9:52 pm on Mar. 13, 2002 crack kills/just go to the other archives and do what they do for fun.but i think u will have trouble odn on smarties/get faith or join a cult/sounds like you are just bored/blow up somthin it makes me fell better -- Posted by soundmaster on 10:54 pm on Mar. 13, 2002 if i was determined to kill myself i would rape all the hott girls i never got to do then i would kill al the muhfuckers that i hated....then i would kill myself....or if u wanted to u could like get a gun and hold a tv station hostage and host your own shows to the public and shit....then kill yourself ... -- Posted by Mr Mushrooms on 2:02 pm on Mar. 14, 2002 Quote: from soundmaster on 10:54 pm on Mar. 13, 2002 if i was determined to kill myself i would rape all the hott girls i never got to do then i would kill al the muhfuckers that i hated....then i would kill myself....or if u wanted to u could like get a gun and hold a tv station hostage and host your own shows to the public and shit....then kill yourself ... . Dude don't fuckin rape anyone. Do FUN things, not things that are really gonna harm people. Actually, fuck it your gonna die anyway! -- Posted by Star on 4:23 pm on Mar. 14, 2002 Justonepepsi you dont have to be so mean.  Like I like I knew he was DEAD I think not! -- Posted by Just0nePepsi on 7:55 pm on Mar. 14, 2002 OOOOOOO The agony he died boooooo fucking hooooooo wahhhhhhhhhhh i boooooooooooo don't ahhhhhhhhhhhhh give wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh a buhhhhhhhhhhhh FUCK! Suck mah balls -- Posted by rishka on 3:11 am on Mar. 15, 2002 rofl , hahahahaha , damn that was good pepsi . hahahahahahaha , thats just made my day reading all htem post-im having a boring day. ROFL ,man , gotta come here more often -- Posted by butthead on 11:43 pm on Mar. 16, 2002 i doubt u will read this, seeing how there are so many replys but...iv thought about killing myself & ways 2 do it.. 1.take tons of pills lots of sleepyones and painkillers and tie a plastic bag around ur head, 2. get royaly drunk 3. get addicted 2 crack and hero... 4.dont drink water for like 3 days (dont eat wet food ass) i dunt think u should keil urself though dude, just have fun w/ life instead...get high, drink and say "fuck the world" have fun -- Posted by Roland49686 on 12:28 pm on Mar. 17, 2002 I was diagnosed with depression. I have to take pills for it ect. Anyways I'm getting over it and there is nothing in the world that will make you cease to live. Just live. Live is harsh. So what? I mean come on. U gotta show em that ur no pussy. Pussies only complain and shit. U gotta make a bomb and show america's postal service that ur not gonna give up! I mean smoke a joint or sumthin and u'll see the world in a whole new light! seriously. Either blow sumthin up or smoke a joint or get help. really. I'm glad i don't have a shrink anymore tho. shit I hate em Peace -- Posted by Reaper on 3:43 pm on Mar. 22, 2002 you are all wrong you idiots. schmuck does not mean penis in yiddish. In yiddish it means the HEAD of a penis. not the whole thing. the whole thing (excuse the spelling) is putzel (prnounced PUTT  ZEL) okay??? glad we got that cleared up. THE HEAD NOT THE WHOLE THING! -- Posted by chroniccrescent on 7:49 am on Mar. 23, 2002 Jesus Christ! If hes a afraid of he said he wants a painless death, like it fuckin maters! hell die shortly after, and hes afraid of heights so he wont jump off abuilding!! what a retard! and he wants to take sumthin that "tastes good", this kid is clearly talkin shite, THANK YOU -- Posted by irish man on 5:28 pm on Mar. 23, 2002 hang urself -- Posted by ghettopimp70 on 5:02 am on Mar. 24, 2002 You guys got Heart all wrong... chances are it was his first day on the site and wanted to start a good thread to earn respect fast and after you all tore his head off he took off never to be seen again...Do you think he really sounded that suicidal -- Posted by dancerstar on 11:18 pm on Mar. 25, 2002 why do ya wanna kill yourself in the first place??? suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. anyways, you mentioned that "height is not an option cuz im afraid of heights". well, why would that fear make a difference if your going to be DEAD??? -- Posted by Guybrush on 7:17 am on Mar. 27, 2002 yeah, I had a friend a couple of years ago who commited suicide by jumping from the 5th floor. Some time before we joked about the best way to kill oneself. I pointed oút the irony of him jumping from a buildning knowing his big scare for heights. Should I be the guy to blame then? A tragic but true story. (Edited by Guybrush at 10:23 am on Mar. 27, 2002) -- Posted by Mr Mushrooms on 3:52 pm on Mar. 28, 2002 Quote: from heart on 7:34 am on Feb. 4, 2002 I would like to kill myself . But I am afraid of pain thus no knife ,as for using gun ( I got nil of it), I am also scare of hight so skydiving is not of an option to me. I was thinking of poision myself but I got no knownledge of any susbtaince or drug that easy to buy and  that will kill myself fast , taste good , will not upset my tommy most of all still look good after I die. Pls ... Pls .... anyone give me a manul of "rest in peace". I always look at this poor bastard's post when I'm feeling a bit down!!! LOL!!!!! -- Posted by Roland49686 on 4:14 pm on Mar. 28, 2002 MM, That guy is pathetic. something that won't upset my tommy Thats fuckin bullshit. That guy diddn't wanna kill himself he wanted attention. lol. Peace ROland -- Posted by guzzetti on 11:04 pm on Mar. 30, 2002 Take any Projectile weapon. Preferably a Pistol. Buy the Ammunition of the right caliber.load the ammo into the clip. cock the gun.....aim it at some one and say as follows"9 mm Full metal Jacket"............then shoot em then shoot ur self in the penis twice then shoot ur eye! -- Posted by Creeper on 2:22 pm on Mar. 31, 2002 The heart guy is dead! The only reson this thread is still here is because just reading it makes you smile. :) -- Posted by Molitolv Volkov on 10:59 pm on April 7, 2002 OH NO IM AFRAID OF PAIN AND I CAN'T GET A GUN. What a fucking pussy ass mother fucker. If you want to die then just hang your self fuckin jackass. Dont like that one? then DRINK DRAINO. eat through your insides damnit. Ill fucking do it for you if your that scared ya fuckin pussy ass. Even I am not afraid of pain and in my eyes im a fucking pansy. Come on damn it ohh no pain for a few seconds while i bleed to death. goddamn what the fuck are you a kindergartener? I wish you were here right now id kill you myself for being such a pussy. Just break your neck or dive off something into traffic. Heres an idea. RUB MEAT ALL OVER YOUR BODY AND GO TO A PLACE WHERE THERE ARE BARES. HAVE THEM KILL YA ASS. This bastard ass son of a bitch should have been killed along time ago. -- Posted by AcidTrooper on 1:42 am on April 8, 2002 Quote: from DiscoStu on 7:54 am on Feb. 19, 2002 Step 1: Check the Archives Step 2: 1 part peroxide Step 3: 1 part bleach i thought it was 1 part amonia/amonium somthing like that and 1 part bleach -- Posted by SIN NeMeSiS on 7:34 pm on April 9, 2002 lmfao, lol am real bored so this page was real fun, lol.Btw that shit is funny, laughed my ass off.Gotta come here more often.;-)     http://www.bombshock.com